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TOP-6 SUBMISSIONS
1. Stephanie Tan
self-alienation
i learned i was different
glaring nude into the mirror which i wished
would stop showing me tits and ass nonstop,
praying for my training bras to flatten each of my breasts,
seeing (especially when i put makeup on)
this flagrantly unfeminine, sad excuse for a girl
who worried nonstop that she’d tainted herself
living this bodily lie:
she often felt more man than woman and
actually seemed more monster than man.
i still don’t know who (what) the alien in my reflection
wants, even after 20 years of staring.
it still feels unspeakably unlike
anyone (anything) i’ve seen.
2. Haven Sory Steel
for liberty
I don’t remember much of fifth
grade. The year passed
in a haze of “supervised visitations”
and court-ordered therapy sessions. Yet
I remember the glint of your canines
as you told your favorite lie.
That was when I learned that
Sodom and Gomorrah was more
than a cautionary tale—
that Katy Perry’s “I Kissed a Girl”
was sent from the devil
to creep past little girls’ defenses
and doom them to h-e-double-hockey-sticks.
You want to live with God forever, don’t you?
Well, I didn’t know God all that well.
But I knew you—and that was enough.
3. Jeddie Sophronius
Self-Portrait as a Failed Chinese Lover
When I saw the picture of you
together at the park,
two entangled swans by the lake,
I noticed the hearts and wishes from your friends,
the blessings
that eluded me for seven years.
It was his skin, I figured,
perfectly matched
with yours.
My body was a forbidden song,
a tune you could only
hum in the dark.
4. Jessica Archambeau
Live from Laramie
– For Matthew Shepard
A boy bound to a barbed-wire fence.
A mother made martyr.
Forty minutes away from Angel Action,
I’m fourteen, shrinking on mom’s bed.
She’s holding my phone in her hand.
“Who’s Rae?”
She saw my texts. My stomach
drops without a net. I shrug.
A friend.
“Is Rae… a girl?”
So I stumble from the closet on fawn legs.
She begs for discretion.
We fight.
I hear about a boy:
blood-stained everywhere but his cheeks,
pistol-whipped skull,
a lonely night under stars.
I want to be iridescent.
She wants to remain a mother.
5. Anri Wheeler
Bilingual
They would lean in ever so slightly, speaking louder, over-enunciating, assuming she didn’t understand. I’m sorry, can you repeat that? I was perplexed each time my mother was asked this question. Each time I had to translate, even though she was speaking English.
In Japan, a different version of the same story. My fluency met with patchy English, remembered from bygone middle school classrooms. Store clerks could not reconcile my multiracial features with my fluid Japanese, just like those who couldn’t hear through my mother’s accent.
Now, Mama and I text. GIFs and emojis transcend her pronunciation, my fading Japanese.
6. Amy London
When the Salve Stopped the Bleeding
CLICK. REWIND. The VCR whirs and my mind starts mediating.
Just one more time.
The actress captures my eleven-year-old mind. Her porcelain skin—exquisite; long black hair—luxurious; strong sullen voice—sensuous.
My eyes bounce around and behind me; take the temperature. Check for fluctuations around the room.
Mother approves of changing appearances. Father overlooks what we were like before.
Fingers tremble toward the PLAY button.
Why does my stomach flutter?
Six years later the word lesbian seeps out sideways like lava. Mother denies it; Father ignores it; I try to outrun it.
For now I bury it.
TOP-6: Author Bios
Stephanie Tan is a 3rd-year student at Cornell University studying Communications and English. As an Asian-American woman, most of her writing focuses on the intersection between intergenerational trauma and the struggles that come with being a feminine presenting individual.
As a student at the University of Florida, I enjoy developing my writing skills in any way I can. Poetry has been a topic that I was once too scared to approach, but is now one of my favorite hobbies. I love writing as a method of de-stressing and working through complex emotion.
Jeddie Sophronius was born in Jakarta, Indonesia. He is currently an MFA candidate at the University of Virginia and the poetry editor at Meridian. His poems have appeared or are forthcoming in The Cincinnati Review, Prairie Schooner, The Iowa Review, and elsewhere.
Jessica Archambeau is a queer writer from Cheyenne, Wyoming. Currently an undergraduate student at Bradley University, their work blurs the lines between social advocacy and art. In addition to their creative writing work, they are a proud activist, illustrator/painter, and lover of all animals (even the slimy, scaly ones!).
I am a multiracial writer and a diversity, equity, and inclusion educator at the Harvard Graduate School of Education. A graduate of GrubStreet’s memoir incubator and VONA, my writing has appeared in The Boston Globe, The Independent (UK), Cognoscenti, Hippocampus, The Seventh Wave, and Memoir Mixtapes.
Amy London is an award winning writer and storyteller. After surviving a traumatic brain injury in 2015, she turned to creative writing as part of her recovery. Her first non-fiction essay on brain injury was published in the anthology, Surviving Brian Injury: Stories of Strength and Inspiration. She followed by winning The Storyline Slam telling her disability story within the theme of “Magic.” She can be found online at www.amylondon.com.
RESULTS
Matches played | Wins | Losses | Win % | Average Vote % | # of votes | # of possible votes | 1st Place | 2nd Place | 3rd Place | Prize winnings $ in USD | |
Stephanie Tan | 12 | 12 | 0 | 100.00% | 97.22% | 35 | 36 | 1 | $36.40 | ||
Haven Sory Steel | 11 | 10 | 1 | 90.91% | 87.88% | 29 | 33 | 1 | $15.60 | ||
Jeddie Sophronius | 12 | 8 | 4 | 66.67% | 63.89% | 23 | 36 | 1 | |||
Jessica Archambeau | 10 | 8 | 2 | 80.00% | 73.33% | 22 | 30 | ||||
Anri Wheeler | 9 | 6 | 3 | 66.67% | 62.96% | 17 | 27 | ||||
Amy London | 8 | 5 | 3 | 62.50% | 66.67% | 16 | 24 | ||||
Cleo Aukland | 8 | 5 | 3 | 62.50% | 62.50% | 15 | 24 | ||||
Donna Weaver | 9 | 5 | 4 | 55.56% | 48.15% | 13 | 27 | ||||
Tanner Armatis | 9 | 4 | 5 | 44.44% | 44.44% | 12 | 27 | ||||
Maya Svevak | 8 | 3 | 5 | 37.50% | 33.33% | 8 | 24 | ||||
Karen Poppy | 4 | 2 | 2 | 50.00% | 66.67% | 8 | 12 | ||||
Lee Parpart | 4 | 2 | 2 | 50.00% | 50.00% | 6 | 12 | ||||
Dominique Margolis | 8 | 2 | 6 | 25.00% | 25.00% | 6 | 24 | ||||
Katherine Isaacs | 8 | 2 | 6 | 25.00% | 20.83% | 5 | 24 | ||||
Nathaniel Wander | 3 | 1 | 2 | 33.33% | 44.44% | 4 | 9 | ||||
Liz Bolton | 3 | 1 | 2 | 33.33% | 33.33% | 3 | 9 | ||||
Bili Nwaka | 3 | 1 | 2 | 33.33% | 22.22% | 2 | 9 | ||||
Kimm Stammen | 3 | 1 | 2 | 33.33% | 22.22% | 2 | 9 | ||||
Bailey Henderson | 4 | 1 | 3 | 25.00% | 33.33% | 4 | 12 | ||||
Shane Vande Brake | 4 | 1 | 3 | 25.00% | 25.00% | 3 | 12 | ||||
Karina Dove Escobar DuBois | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0.00% | 33.33% | 3 | 9 | ||||
Daniel Grim | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0.00% | 22.22% | 2 | 9 | ||||
Nelson Calles | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0.00% | 22.22% | 2 | 9 | ||||
Jessica Cabrera | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0.00% | 0.00% | 0 | 9 | ||||
Leah Fisher | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0.00% | 0.00% | 0 | 12 | ||||
Michael Todd Cohen | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0.00% | 0.00% | 0 | 12 |
ROUNDS
Group A/Round 1: Results | Wins | Losses | Votes | Group AA/Round 2: Results | Wins | Losses | Votes | Semifinal Round Results | Wins | Losses | Votes | ||
Jessica Archambeau | 4 | 0 | 10 | Haven Sory Steel | 5 | 0 | 15 | Stephanie Tan | 1 | 0 | 3 | ||
Jeddie Sophronius | 3 | 1 | 9 | Jessica Archambeau | 4 | 1 | 11 | Haven Sory Steel | 1 | 0 | 3 | ||
Karen Poppy | 2 | 2 | 8 | Tanner Armatis | 2 | 3 | 7 | Jeddie Sophronius | 1 | 0 | 2 | ||
Shane Vande Brake | 1 | 3 | 3 | Amy London | 2 | 3 | 7 | Jessica Archambeau | 0 | 1 | 1 | ||
Michael Todd Cohen | 0 | 4 | 0 | Donna Weaver | 2 | 3 | 5 | Anri Wheeler | 0 | 1 | 0 | ||
Dominique Margolis | 0 | 5 | 0 | Tanner Armatis | 0 | 1 | 0 | ||||||
Group B/Round 1: Results | Wins | Losses | Votes | ||||||||||
Stephanie Tan | 4 | 0 | 12 | Group BB/Round 2: Results | Wins | Losses | Votes | Final Round Results | Wins | Losses | Votes | ||
Donna Weaver | 3 | 1 | 8 | Stephanie Tan | 5 | 0 | 14 | Stephanie Tan | 2 | 0 | 6 | ||
Lee Parpart | 2 | 2 | 6 | Jeddie Sophronius | 4 | 1 | 11 | Haven Sory Steel | 1 | 1 | 2 | ||
Bailey Henderson | 1 | 3 | 4 | Anri Wheeler | 3 | 2 | 8 | Jeddie Sophronius | 0 | 2 | 1 | ||
Leah Fisher | 0 | 4 | 0 | Cleo Aukland | 2 | 3 | 8 | ||||||
Maya Svevak | 1 | 4 | 4 | ||||||||||
Group C/Round 1: Results | Wins | Losses | Votes | Katherine Isaacs | 0 | 5 | 0 | ||||||
Amy London | 3 | 0 | 9 | ||||||||||
Maya Svevak | 2 | 1 | 4 | ||||||||||
Liz Bolton | 1 | 2 | 3 | ||||||||||
Nelson Calles | 0 | 3 | 2 | ||||||||||
Group D/Round 1: Results | Wins | Losses | Votes | ||||||||||
Cleo Aukland | 3 | 0 | 7 | ||||||||||
Dominique Margolis | 2 | 1 | 6 | ||||||||||
Kimm Stammen | 1 | 2 | 2 | ||||||||||
Karina Dove Escobar DuBois | 0 | 3 | 3 | ||||||||||
Group E/Round 1: Results | Wins | Losses | Votes | ||||||||||
Haven Sory Steel | 3 | 0 | 9 | ||||||||||
Katherine Isaacs | 2 | 1 | 5 | ||||||||||
Nathaniel Wander | 1 | 2 | 4 | ||||||||||
Jessica Cabrera | 0 | 3 | 0 | ||||||||||
Group F/Round 1: Results | Wins | Losses | Votes | ||||||||||
Anri Wheeler | 3 | 0 | 9 | ||||||||||
Tanner Armatis | 2 | 1 | 5 | ||||||||||
Bili Nwaka | 1 | 2 | 2 | ||||||||||
Daniel Grim | 0 | 3 | 2 | ||||||||||
BRACKETS
Round 1 | Round 2 | Round 3 | Final Round | ||||||||
Brackets | Votes | Brackets | Votes | Brackets | Votes | Brackets | Votes | ||||
Group A | Group AA | Semifinal Group | Final Group | ||||||||
Jeddie Sophronius | Jeddie Sophronius | 2 | Jessica Archambeau | Jessica Archambeau | 3 | Haven Sory Steel | Haven Sory Steel | 3 | Haven Sory Steel | Haven Sory Steel | 2 |
Karen Poppy | vs | Donna Weaver | vs | Anri Wheeler | vs | Jeddie Sophronius | vs | ||||
Shane Vande Brake | Karen Poppy | 1 | Amy London | Donna Weaver | 0 | Jessica Archambeau | Anri Wheeler | 0 | Stephanie Tan | Jeddie Sophronius | 1 |
Michael Todd Cohen | Dominique Margolis | Jeddie Sophronius | |||||||||
Jessica Archambeau | Jeddie Sophronius | 3 | Haven Sory Steel | Jessica Archambeau | 3 | Tanner Armatis | Haven Sory Steel | 0 | |||
vs | Tanner Armatis | vs | Stephanie Tan | vs | |||||||
Shane Vande Brake | 0 | Amy London | 0 | Jessica Archambeau | 1 | Stephanie Tan | 3 | ||||
vs | |||||||||||
Jeddie Sophronius | 3 | Jessica Archambeau | 3 | Jeddie Sophronius | 2 | Jeddie Sophronius | 0 | ||||
vs | vs | vs | |||||||||
Michael Todd Cohen | 0 | Dominique Margolis | 0 | Stephanie Tan | 3 | ||||||
Jeddie Sophronius | 1 | Jessica Archambeau | 0 | Tanner Armatis | 0 | ||||||
vs | vs | vs | |||||||||
Jessica Archambeau | 2 | Haven Sory Steel | 3 | Stephanie Tan | 3 | ||||||
Karen Poppy | 3 | Jessica Archambeau | 2 | ||||||||
vs | vs | ||||||||||
Shane Vande Brake | 0 | Tanner Armatis | 1 | ||||||||
Karen Poppy | 3 | Donna Weaver | 0 | ||||||||
vs | vs | ||||||||||
Michael Todd Cohen | 0 | Amy London | 3 | ||||||||
Karen Poppy | 1 | Donna Weaver | 3 | ||||||||
vs | vs | ||||||||||
Jessica Archambeau | 2 | Dominique Margolis | 0 | ||||||||
Shane Vande Brake | 3 | Donna Weaver | 0 | ||||||||
vs | vs | ||||||||||
Michael Todd Cohen | 0 | Haven Sory Steel | 3 | ||||||||
Shane Vande Brake | 0 | Donna Weaver | 2 | ||||||||
vs | vs | ||||||||||
Jessica Archambeau | 3 | Tanner Armatis | 1 | ||||||||
Michael Todd Cohen | 0 | Amy London | 3 | ||||||||
vs | vs | ||||||||||
Jessica Archambeau | 3 | Dominique Margolis | 0 | ||||||||
Brackets | Votes | Amy London | 0 | ||||||||
Group B | vs | ||||||||||
Lee Parpart | Lee Parpart | 1 | Haven Sory Steel | 3 | |||||||
Donna Weaver | vs | ||||||||||
Stephanie Tan | Donna Weaver | 2 | Amy London | 1 | |||||||
Leah Fisher | vs | ||||||||||
Bailey Henderson | Lee Parpart | 0 | Tanner Armatis | 2 | |||||||
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Stephanie Tan | 3 | Dominique Margolis | 0 | ||||||||
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Lee Parpart | 3 | Haven Sory Steel | 3 | ||||||||
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Leah Fisher | 0 | Dominique Margolis | 0 | ||||||||
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Lee Parpart | 2 | Tanner Armatis | 3 | ||||||||
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Bailey Henderson | 1 | Haven Sory Steel | 3 | ||||||||
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Donna Weaver | 0 | Tanner Armatis | 0 | ||||||||
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Stephanie Tan | 3 | Brackets | Votes | ||||||||
Group BB | |||||||||||
Donna Weaver | 3 | Jeddie Sophronius | Jeddie Sophronius | 0 | |||||||
vs | Stephanie Tan | vs | |||||||||
Leah Fisher | 0 | Maya Svevak | Stephanie Tan | 3 | |||||||
Cleo Aukland | |||||||||||
Donna Weaver | 3 | Katherine Isaacs | Jeddie Sophronius | 3 | |||||||
vs | Anri Wheeler | vs | |||||||||
Bailey Henderson | 0 | Maya Svevak | 0 | ||||||||
Stephanie Tan | 3 | Jeddie Sophronius | 2 | ||||||||
vs | vs | ||||||||||
Leah Fisher | 0 | Cleo Aukland | 1 | ||||||||
Stephanie Tan | 3 | Jeddie Sophronius | 3 | ||||||||
vs | vs | ||||||||||
Bailey Henderson | 0 | Katherine Isaacs | 0 | ||||||||
Leah Fisher | 0 | Jeddie Sophronius | 3 | ||||||||
vs | vs | ||||||||||
Bailey Henderson | 3 | Anri Wheeler | 0 | ||||||||
Brackets | Votes | Stephanie Tan | 3 | ||||||||
Group C | vs | ||||||||||
Nelson Calles | Nelson Calles | 1 | Maya Svevak | 0 | |||||||
Liz Bolton | vs | ||||||||||
Amy London | Liz Bolton | 2 | Stephanie Tan | 2 | |||||||
Maya Svevak | vs | ||||||||||
Nelson Calles | 0 | Cleo Aukland | 1 | ||||||||
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Amy London | 3 | Stephanie Tan | 3 | ||||||||
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Nelson Calles | 1 | Katherine Isaacs | 0 | ||||||||
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Maya Svevak | 2 | Stephanie Tan | 3 | ||||||||
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Liz Bolton | 0 | Anri Wheeler | 0 | ||||||||
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Amy London | 3 | Maya Svevak | 1 | ||||||||
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Liz Bolton | 1 | Cleo Aukland | 2 | ||||||||
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Maya Svevak | 2 | Maya Svevak | 3 | ||||||||
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Amy London | 3 | Katherine Isaacs | 0 | ||||||||
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Maya Svevak | 0 | Maya Svevak | 0 | ||||||||
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Brackets | Votes | Anri Wheeler | 3 | ||||||||
Group D | |||||||||||
Kimm Stammen | Kimm Stammen | 0 | Cleo Aukland | 3 | |||||||
Dominique Margolis | vs | vs | |||||||||
Cleo Aukland | Dominique Margolis | 3 | Katherine Isaacs | 0 | |||||||
Karina Dove Escobar DuBois | |||||||||||
Kimm Stammen | 0 | Cleo Aukland | 1 | ||||||||
vs | vs | ||||||||||
Cleo Aukland | 3 | Anri Wheeler | 2 | ||||||||
Kimm Stammen | 2 | Katherine Isaacs | 0 | ||||||||
vs | vs | ||||||||||
Karina Dove Escobar DuBois | 1 | Anri Wheeler | 3 | ||||||||
Dominique Margolis | 1 | ||||||||||
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Cleo Aukland | 2 | ||||||||||
Dominique Margolis | 2 | ||||||||||
vs | |||||||||||
Karina Dove Escobar DuBois | 1 | ||||||||||
Cleo Aukland | 2 | ||||||||||
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Karina Dove Escobar DuBois | 1 | ||||||||||
Brackets | Votes | ||||||||||
Group E | |||||||||||
Katherine Isaacs | Katherine Isaacs | 2 | |||||||||
Nathaniel Wander | vs | ||||||||||
Haven Sory Steel | Nathaniel Wander | 1 | |||||||||
Jessica Cabrera | |||||||||||
Katherine Isaacs | 0 | ||||||||||
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Haven Sory Steel | 3 | ||||||||||
Katherine Isaacs | 3 | ||||||||||
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Jessica Cabrera | 0 | ||||||||||
Nathaniel Wander | 0 | ||||||||||
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Haven Sory Steel | 3 | ||||||||||
Nathaniel Wander | 3 | ||||||||||
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Jessica Cabrera | 0 | ||||||||||
Haven Sory Steel | 3 | ||||||||||
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Jessica Cabrera | 0 | ||||||||||
Brackets | Votes | ||||||||||
Group F | |||||||||||
Daniel Grim | Daniel Grim | 1 | |||||||||
Bili Nwaka | vs | ||||||||||
Tanner Armatis | Bili Nwaka | 2 | |||||||||
Anri Wheeler | |||||||||||
Daniel Grim | 1 | ||||||||||
vs | |||||||||||
Tanner Armatis | 2 | ||||||||||
Daniel Grim | 0 | ||||||||||
vs | |||||||||||
Anri Wheeler | 3 | ||||||||||
Bili Nwaka | 0 | ||||||||||
vs | |||||||||||
Tanner Armatis | 3 | ||||||||||
Bili Nwaka | 0 | ||||||||||
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Anri Wheeler | 3 | ||||||||||
Tanner Armatis | 0 | ||||||||||
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Anri Wheeler | 3 |